Inside the Mind of a Nathan

I'm quite distracted, and I don't feel like writing. I just feel like playing Assassin's Creed IV: Black Flag, but I don't have it. Sadness. I've never built a business before, but it seems to take quite a long time—even though five months is a surprisingly short time to start a viable business. I don't know.

Too many thoughts, but things are going well. I've probably told you a few times now, but I feel things catastrophically. It's not always quite so bad as that, but I often feel things vividly. God grants me grace, and I can often ingest the feelings and let them pass through me.

Did I ever tell you that I'm crazy? It reminds me of a line from Jack Sparrow in Pirates of the Caribbean:

Well, per usual, I'm distracted. I'm not even sure by what exactly, but it could be the noisy machines with which I fill my life, or it could be the quiet excitement about burgeoning opportunities. I like reading a lot! Like so much! Like super much! I may have told you how I set a book on fire because it stalled me for so long! Over a year, and I still hadn't finished that book.

It shows when you don't follow directions. I gave one of my students a number of tasks to complete between our sessions. Admittedly, it was a lot of tasks, but they were pretty simple and not very time-consuming. The tasks had to do with writing — specifically in preparation for completing a quality essay.

Today has been great! I wrote to a lot of schools that said they don't have tutor lists for parents anymore. I have decided I will politely pester their people until something productive happens.

Hashtag winning! I don't know why I said that. I guess I'm excited. I joined a webinar where a lady taught about making webinars, which is my next big objective. A dear friend named Ree was the encouraging lady who first gave me that grand idea. It makes perfect sense, but, when you're trying to adjust just about every dial in your life, some wonderful opportunities get missed. The webinar was obviously selling a webinar-help package, but there was still so much juicy advice already for free!