Dynamic Possibilities
Too many so many very many things!
I'm ready for the next season. (Not literal season since I am quite content with this mild autumn.) I am ready for the next season of my life. I am nearly formally single; I don't even know what to do with that.
Especially after my catastrophe, I want to be hyper-extra-ultra cautious.
Even more, though, I have had the opportunity—really, the opportunity was forced upon me—to grow and work and get my life in order.
As my priorities are coming into order, as my opportunities are burgeoning, as my book is coming along, as my heart is healing and brightening, as my focus is sharpening, as my joy is flourishing, as I am drawing closer to God, whom would I want to welcome into my life?
There was a time when I wanted a girlfriend because I was an emotionally needy person. There was this inordinate urgency; I think that's what fostered my catastrophe.
Now, I want to serve God. I want to work hard. I want to create. I want to help people heal and grow.
Whom would I trust to come alongside me?
Obviously, first and foremost, I trust God to guide me where I need to go and bring into my life she who should be brought into my life.
As a side thought, however, it's scary. I've been making friends; I hear more and more stories of endless heartbreaks. Typically, it's the males who are the vile douche-monsters, but that only makes the odds slightly better. It's a shattered planet, careening with pain and fear—that's the mode anyway.
Strangely enough, I do not fear. I only feel it is scary when I think of all the energy it takes to navigate this funny planet and still have some dignity and the end of the day.
So much energy.
In any case, there is so much joy. A new world is beginning to open up for me, which is why I have started reflecting about the near future. Barring an apocalypse, I have a future, and it seems poised to be filled with dynamic possibilities!
The most recent event that contributed to these possibilities was my vendor table at Tamanend Park!
Check it out!
For now, there are a lot of other things I have to write. Thanks for visiting :D
I'm ready for the next season. (Not literal season since I am quite content with this mild autumn.) I am ready for the next season of my life. I am nearly formally single; I don't even know what to do with that.
Especially after my catastrophe, I want to be hyper-extra-ultra cautious.
Even more, though, I have had the opportunity—really, the opportunity was forced upon me—to grow and work and get my life in order.
As my priorities are coming into order, as my opportunities are burgeoning, as my book is coming along, as my heart is healing and brightening, as my focus is sharpening, as my joy is flourishing, as I am drawing closer to God, whom would I want to welcome into my life?
There was a time when I wanted a girlfriend because I was an emotionally needy person. There was this inordinate urgency; I think that's what fostered my catastrophe.
Now, I want to serve God. I want to work hard. I want to create. I want to help people heal and grow.
Whom would I trust to come alongside me?
Obviously, first and foremost, I trust God to guide me where I need to go and bring into my life she who should be brought into my life.
As a side thought, however, it's scary. I've been making friends; I hear more and more stories of endless heartbreaks. Typically, it's the males who are the vile douche-monsters, but that only makes the odds slightly better. It's a shattered planet, careening with pain and fear—that's the mode anyway.
Strangely enough, I do not fear. I only feel it is scary when I think of all the energy it takes to navigate this funny planet and still have some dignity and the end of the day.
So much energy.
In any case, there is so much joy. A new world is beginning to open up for me, which is why I have started reflecting about the near future. Barring an apocalypse, I have a future, and it seems poised to be filled with dynamic possibilities!
The most recent event that contributed to these possibilities was my vendor table at Tamanend Park!
Check it out!
For now, there are a lot of other things I have to write. Thanks for visiting :D
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